Monday, January 18, 2010

Take a break


Take a break, take a kitkat!

Haha...I feel so sukahati this week. Feel like on vacation jek~
But still have homework to do...
Haha.. don't know how to work it out actually. What will it be after the break...


Dear Daddy...
I know that if I don't breakthrough, my sheep can't too...
You don't want to see that, right? Me too... hehe...
So, I need you. I need your help. Can? can?
Just like the promise we made during last day of MNC...
So, let us strive together again...
... ... ... ... (whisphering...)

Your daughter who MAD for You...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Down!

Ha... One man down...
I was defeated.






Through someone...



This is not embarrassing
but I was filled with sorrow...
















I do not wanna point finger at her but I was deeply hurt.
I swallow all the hurts in my deepest. Only God knows...
It makes me fade out. Not giving out but...
it's just like breaking up with your lover.





I was told that I am wrong... I was told that I do not understand... I was told that I hurt her...






All the way long... I do not see anyone...
Anyone with me all the way...



I know Dad is here... Why I can't get strength from you.
I seek no peace and joy in you.
I want Your encouragement so much...
I want your hug so much...




It's so painful...






Seems I'm wrong... Yeah.. This is what I hope but why it hurts so much...







There is too much to say... In a way, it builds doubts in me...